fifteen bucks, little man. put that shit in my hand.

my gramas high.

Mood: relaxed

1 month

Mood: blah

i want to ride my bike

god, just looking at her makes me weak

Mood: distressed

fuckinnn. shit

2  more months to the day and im fuckin outta here 

Mood: bored

All you have to do is check bands that you enjoy.
Then add them up and repost as “I like ___ out of 100 bands.”

ALTERNATIVE
[] Breaking Benjamin-
[] Paramore
[] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[x] Linkin Park
[] The Academy Is…
[] Coldplay
[]three Days Grace
[] Yellowcard
[x] 30 Seconds to Mars-
[x] Rise Against
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

COUNTRY
[] Rascal Flatts
[] Carrie Underwood
[] Leanne Rimes
[] Garth Brooks
[] Dixie Chicks
[] Kenny Chesney
[] Tim McGraw
[] Faith Hill
[] Shania Twain
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

“EMO” MUSIC
[] Hawthorne Heights
[] Panic! At The Disco
[] From First to Last
[] Senses Fail
[] Underoath
[] Something Corporate
[] Hit The Lights
[] Silverstein
[] Dear Whoever
[] Chiodos
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

INDIE
[] The Hush Sound
[] Eisley
[] Death Cab for Cutie
[] Dashboard Confessional
[] The Killers
[] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[] Hot Hot Heat
[] Gym Class Heroes
[] Franz Ferdinand
[] Modest Mouse
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

METAL
[x] Slipknot
[] System of a Down
[x] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n’ Roses
[] Lamb of God
[x] Slayer
[x] Atreyu
[x] Killswitch Engage
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[] CKY
TOTAL SO FAR: 11

POP
[] Teddy Geiger
[] Ashlee Simpson
[] Kelly Clarkson
[] Jesse McCartney
[] Avril Lavigne
[] Pink
[] Natasha Bedingfield
[] Hannah Montana
[] Jonas Brothers
TOTAL SO FAR: 11

SCREAMO
[] job for a cowboy
[] drop dead gorgeous
[] blessthefall
[] the devil wears prada
[] Nearest the Positive
[] dance club massecure
[] preschool tea party massecure
[] Mary Magdalan
TOTAL SO FAR: 11

RAP
[] nas
[] Paul Wall
[x] 2pac
[] mims
[x] Ludacris
[] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[] 50 Cent
[ ] birdman
[x] three 6 mafia
[] lil wayne
TOTAL SO FAR: 15

SKA
[] Rancid
[] The Aquabats
[x] Sublime
[] No Doubt
[] Reel Big Fish
[] Mustard Plug
TOTAL SO FAR: 16

MODERN ROCK
[] Taking Back Sunday
[] All American Rejects
[] Motion City Soundtrack
[] Angels and Airwaves
[] Evanescence
[]My Chemical Romance
[] Drowning Pool
[] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
TOTAL SO FAR: 17

HOMO MUSIC
[ ] Interrobang
TOTAL SO FAR: 17

CLASSIC ROCK
[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] Black Sabbath
[] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[] Meat Loaf
[x] Queen
[x] Poison
[x] AC/DC
[x] Journey
TOTAL: 26

1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
a shot of 5 - oclock extra dry gin...aka, pinetree

2. Do you think your good looking?
no

3. Who took this survey before you?
Alicia

4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?


5. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
uhh. stephanies house in my clothes

6. Are you happy?
yea

7. Where was the last place you went shopping?
idk

10. Last thing you ate?
doughnut

11. Want to kick anyone's ass?
not really

12. What time is it?
9 57

13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
no

14. AIM or MSN?
aim

16. How many hours on average do you work a week.?
0

17. Do you like someone right now?
yea

18. Do you watch the olympics?
no

19. Last restaurant you went to?
uhh. big boy

21. Who was the last person to call you?
todd

22. What's your sign?
Leo

25. Where do you spend most of your money?
idk

26. Where does most of your family live?
Michigan

27. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
1 of 4

33. Did you ever collect Beanie Babies?
chea

34. Collect anything?
beer caps

35. Myspace or Facebook?
myspace

36. Do you have T-mobile?
no

41. Last time you saw your parents?
my mom was here at like 4 ish

43. Ever been to a wedding?
a bunch

46. Are you missing anyone at the moment?
yes

47. Did you take a nap today?
no.. I rode my bike all day

48. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
5

56. Do you support the troops?


57. Could you handle being in the military?
yes

59. Favorite fast food restaurant?
bk lounge...or wendys

62. Do you own a camera phone?
no

63. Ever had to take a sobriety test?
yea

66. Last time you went to the gym or worked out?
last time i was in arizona

68. Do you have a photo hosting site that you use?
photobucket.

69. Last place you were at?
skatepark

70. What is your current wish?
to graduate in january and move on

74. Where do you wish you were right now?
bed

80. Favorite place to be?


82. Favorite sit down restaurant?
idk

83. Ever been to Disney Land/World?
no

84. What is the weather like today?
its very warm and humid

87. Do you email?
yep.

88. Last letter/piece of mail you received besides junk or a bill?
i think from the hospital

91. Last voice mail you've received?

92. Do you drunk dial?
no

94. Last time you were sick?
beginning of fall

95. Are you lactose intolerant or do you have IBS?
no

96. Ready for the weekend?
hell yes

99. What did you do last night?
sleep!! And tv..

100. What is your mood right now?
im okay

Mood: tired

MY STORY.

Hi, my name is:  steve

but you can call me: steve

Never in my life have I: been older than i am right now

The one person who can drive me nuts is:  a lot of people.

My high school is:  a prison.

When I’m nervous: i ..dont know

The last song I listened to was: right now, wonderful tonight - clapton

If I were to get married right now it would be to: whoever asked. ha

My hair is: messy

When I was 4: i busted my head open.

Last Christmas: sucked cuz there was no snow

I should be: doing the right thing.

When I look down I see: a sweet belt buckle.

The happiest recent event was: ...

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ :  ..is this asking what i would do? or who i would be? ..but uhm, id probly be chandler

By this time next year:  i'll be a year older

My current gripe is: nothing, i kinda have to pee tho

I have a hard time understanding:  foreigners

There’s these girls: ...idk

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: whoever i talked to first.

I want to buy: shoes, and a new frame

Where do you plan to visit: all over.

If you spent the night at my house: it depends if you were a boy or girl...=]

The world could do without: drama

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: i bought cigarettes today

Most recent thing someone else bought me: shane bought me cigarettes on saturday

My middle name is: anthony

In the morning I: brush my teeth

Last night I was: sleeping

There’s this guy I know who: is sweet

If I was an animal I’d be a: bird

A better name for me would be: probly bird

Tomorrow I am: doing nothing

Tonight I am: doing nothing

My birthday is: august 4th

You got this from: ashley

Mood: bored

Intro...
Name: steven anthony gerlach
Today's date: october 12, 2007
Current location: gay
At the moment, are you...
Employed? no dude
In a relationship? i am
Satisfied/happy? ...?
Working towards a goal? gradgumication
Afraid of something? concerned
Living with anyone? yea
Putting something off? homework
Paying for a mistake? yes
Looking forward to something? yes
Missing someone? yes
In need of help? no
Eating something? no
Injured? surprisingly, no
Playing with a gel filled keyboard wrist guard? no
Being irked? uhh..maybe
If you could get away with it, would you...
Send threatening mail to your boss? no
Kill someone? no
Walk around naked in your current location? why
Stop working/paying bills? yes
Rob a bank? yes
Own a notoriously dangerous animal? yes
Masturbate somewhere otherwise inappropriate (work, school, restaurant, etc.)? ha.yea
Skip out on the bill at a high end restaurant? yes
Be drunk in public? yea
Steal someone else's identity? yes

Mood: tired

If I reached the top of Mount Everest, what I would scream: is there anybody out there? -     Pink Floyd
Next time I'm in front of a crowd, I'll say: hello its me -    Todd Rundgren
Behind my back, my friends think I'm: coming undone -     Korn
My friends see me as: im like a bird -      Nelly Furtado
Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include: one way out -      Allman Brothers
When I'm drunk I say: burn it down -   Avenged Sevenfold
My favorite thing to do is: the wallstreet shuffle -      10cc
The best thing about me is: the girl i love -    Led Zeppelin
Happiness is: gone daddy gone -      gnarles barkley
My last words will be: get ready -     Sublime
To cheer myself up I: bid my blues goodbye -     Elvis Presley
What I did did last night was: dream to make believe -   Armor for Sleep
My love of life was inspired by the song: stairway to heaven -   Led Zeppelin
My make-out song is: suck my kiss -      Red Hot Chili Peppers
My ultimate song for dancing is: dancing in the moonlight -    Van Morrison
The story of my life is: its getting better all the time -   The Beatles
I'll have a good day if I can just hear: thats the way -   Led Zeppelin
Will I ever have kids? when the levee breaks -       Led Zeppelin
My day will be like: passage into midnight -      Omar
At my wedding they'll play: youre still the one -     Steely Dan
This song describes my grandparents: wasting my time -     Boomkat
My theme song: magic man -    Heart
If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell: help help -    Pearl Jam
My birth was like: embryonic journey -     Jefferson Airplane
My deepest secret is: when i think about you i touch myself -    Divinyls
How will you die? imagine -      The Beatles
My family is described by the song: tainted love -    Soft Cell
When I'm in the shower, I sing: white rabbit -    Jefferson Airplane
This song will be playing when I meet the love of my life: lets fall in love -    Frank Sinatra
Highschool was like: confusion -     ELO

Mood: okay

today i got out of school at 2:20...hey, i just realized thats  the same time as almont gets out [or at least they used to, idk anymore] but yeah,,,so i came home and was really tired, but instead of sleeping i blacktopped the driveway, and then prettymuch just sat here the rest of the day. i uhm, ...idk. my arm wont stop twitching tho, its pretty annoying.

i think im gonna go to bed, cuz im really fuckin tired. see you around<3

Mood: lonely

My 105 Truths...

1. real name – Steve

2. likes it - i like it

5. male or female - male

6. elementary – almont

7. middle – almont

8. high – almont/ troy

9. college -

10. hair color – blond

11. eye color -brown

12. hair length – too short

13. current worry – nothing..

15. are you a health freak - no

16. height - 6'

17. do you have a crush on someone – sure.

18. do you like yourself – yea dude

19. piercings - none

20. tattoos - hell yea

21. righty or lefty - righty

FIRSTS-

22. first surgery - never had one

23. first piercings -

25. first award – i think for little league champs

26. first sport - baseball

27. first pet – cat.. I think

28. first vacation – uhh, ive been a lot f places

29. first teacher – mrs. Uhl

30. first crush - randy eschenberg

THIS OR THAT-

31. orange or apple juice - orange

32. rock or rap - rock.

33. country or screamo- screamo

34. nsync or backsteet boy - backstreet boys

35. britney spears or christina aguliera – theyre both sluts

36. night or day - night

37. sun or moon- moon

38. tv or internet - internet

39. playstation or xbox - playstaion

40. kiss or hug - both

41. iguana or turtle – iguana

42. spider or bee – spider

43. fall or spring - fall

44. Limewire or iTunes - limewire

46. soccer or baseball - soccer

CURRENTLY

50. drinking - caffeine free diet mountain dew...its sick

51. im about to – spank it

52. thinking about – later today

53. singing - nothing

54. typing - this survey

55. want kids – yes I do

56. when – after a while

57. want to get married - yes

58. when – after a while

59. where do you want to live – idk yet..

60. how many kids do you want – 2 or more

61. any name on the mind – scarlet,

62. what did you want to be when you were little – big

63. what do you think you'll really be doing – your mom

64. mellow future or wild - a little bit of both

66. something you would never try – gay sex

67. when do you wanna die – before too long

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX

68. lips or eyes – hmm.. I cant choose

69. hugging or kissing - both

70. shorter or taller -shorter

71. tan skinned or light – don’t matter

72. romantic or spontaneous – both

73. dark or light hair - dark

74. muscular or normal – normal

75. hook-up or relationship - relationship.

76. similar to you or different – some similarities.. but also some differences

HAVE YOU EVER-

78. kissed a stranger - no

79. drank bubbles – nope

80. broken a bone – not really

81. climbed up a tree - yes

82. broken someones heart - yea

83. turned someone down – yea

84. had your heart broken - yes

85. liked a friend as more than a friend – yea

DO YOU BELIEVE IN-

86. yourself - no

87. miracles - not like real miracles

88. love at first sight - no

89. santa clause – umm no

90. kiss on first date – depends on how much I know about the person and how much I like them

91. angels - maybe

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY-

92. is there one or more people you want to be with right now – yea

93. who is it - todd and shane

94. like someone –of course


LASTS-

95. text message - none

96. received call – idk

97. made call - uhh, ?

100. last hungout with – pavel

101. when- yesterday

102. ever tried drugs- sure

103. skinny dived- no

104.macramed your self in a pair of jeans shorts- no, im not gay

105. Drink alcoholic beverage- idk

Mood: excited

so its only wednesday, but this has prettymuch been the best week in troy ever...school today was really messed up cuz the principal was gone yesterday and most of today, so there was no tension or anything. it was awesome....and i realized that if it wasnt for her everyone would do soo much better and get along. that probly didnt make sense but yeah. uhm, idk, ive been keeping busy...its all good.i  realized some other stuff too. it sucks. idk what to do. i know..ill sleep on it, its getting kinda late. good night babe

Mood: high

What does your mousepad look like? the bluish dell one that came with my computer
Do you blowdry your hair? i do nothing to my hair
Are you nails painted? What Color? nope
What kind of cammera do you have? none
Do you like writing with pens or pencils better? pens
Do you own a planner? no
Is your room clean? it would be if i was allowed to clean it
What is your favorite childhood memory? uhm, probly playing power rangers with derrick...or something like that
Favorite flower? black rose
How many pairs of shoes do you own? uhm...like 15 i think
What color is your bedroom walls? tannish whitish,,but you cant see them
Did you ever go roller skating when you were younger? a couple times
Is it day or night where you are? night
If you could play any instrument in the world, what would it be? guitar
Name one of your hobbies- drawing
What car do you drive? none yet
Dream car?  bugatti veyron
What school do you attend if you attend school? troy
What color do you hate? yellow
Have you ever played the 20 Questions ball? yeah, that things crazy
What's your favorite computer game, if any? snake
If you could have any game system, which one would it be? ps3
If you could own any game what would it be? idk, i dont play video games very much..i like racing games tho
How many times is your ears pierced? none
How many years of school do you want to complete? all
What is your dream occupation? uhh, something creative like an architectural designer, bu idk if i could keep up with that, so i would like to be a tattoo artist
Did you ever eat grass when you were younger? once, but it got caught in my throat, so i threw up
If you have the new version of aim, what color is it? purple and white
How many buddies do you have? 91, but 65 of them are blocked cuz i never talk to em
Do you like facebook or Myspace better? theyre both gay
Why? because id rather do something fun
If you could die your hair any color, what would it be? blue
Would you switch bodies with the oppisit sex for one day? yes
What would you do different? ha
Is your door open or closed? closed
Did you graduate high school? not yet
How many hours a day do you usually sleep? weekdays like 5 and a half, weekends like 13
How many would you like to sleep? idc
What was or is your favorite beanie baby? chocolate chip,,,he was a  fuzzy dog
What color is your carpet in your bedroom?  hardwood
Whats under your bed? uhh, shoes, rideBMX magazines, stuff that i dont wanna get rid of
What's either your mom or dad's name? mary
Where does most your family live?  michigan, arizona, alaska, idk
Favorite stuffed animal? my A Team koala
Ever been to build a bear? What did you make? no
Name one of your siblings, if any? jeff
So what do your sheets or comforter on your bed look like? sheets are grey, comforter is different annimal prints, like cheetah, tiger, w/e
What's the stupidest decsion you've ever made? probly riding my bike off a 5 foot ledge at like 2 mph
What size bed do you have? Do you want? twin at my moms, queen here

Mood: excited

so my summer was pretty good. boring, but good. todd went to college, so i started hanging out with cody, grapenuts, MIke, uhh idk,,all those kids. uhm, i slept and sat around the house a lot. watched a ton of movies, went to like 5 or 6 concerts, -no need for detail, theyre all the same...but also awesome. uhh, i realized how much time ive wasted over the past 2 years,,that was kindof a shock. ...i realized why i hate troy so much, and i realized a lot of other things that i cant remember. ...its bed time, so ill continue this later

Mood: sober

ok, so the past 2 weeks have been very hectic. im taking econ for the second time right now, and i think i have a C. drivers training is coming along nicely, i drove with my gampa today, and he didnt even bitch at me, he actually said "very good, i wasnt even scared"..yup, thats a direct quote. thats sweet tho cuz all i was worried about was him criticizing me like he did everyone else in my family. ..uhh, i had a shit ton of homework that was due today, and i still cant believe that i actually finished it all. so that was kindof amazing. still have a week of econ tho, but that should be super easy from now on. ....7 and a half days till my 18th birthday,..thatll kick major ass. -what a great way to end the most stressful consecutive 6 weeks of my life

Mood: chipper?

The Best Come In Tens
Ten favorites:
SHOW: that 70s show
Flower?: the kind that smell good
Color? green purple white
Sport?: idk
Mall?: lakeside or tucson mall
Music?: are you kidding?
Food?: a big burger cooked with A1, and lots of bacon and fried onions on it
City?: new york, new york. so nice they named it twice...never been, but it looks amazing
Season?: fall
Day?: saturday



Ten things you love about your life
Been in love?: YES.
Believe in love?: YES.
Broken someones heart?: YES.
Why did your last relationship fail?: UH I DONT EVEN KNO
Been Heartbroken?: YES.
Fallen for your best friend?: my best friends are guys, so no
Loved/liked someone but didnt tell them?: YES.
Afraid of commitment?: nope
Had a secret admirer?: no secret ones
Believe in love at first sight?: NO.

Ten emotions:
Do you miss someone right now?: definitely
Are you happy?: im alright..very excited
Are you depressed?: neh
When the last time you cried?: ha, uhm, like a year and a half
Who made you cry?: memories
Have you ever been so happy you were shaking?: YES.
When the last time you were aggravated?: uh, i will be in a bout an hour
Who aggravated you?: my homework
Have you ever been so pissed you screamed?: YES.
Do you like someone right now?: YA

Mood: excited and friggin hungry

Plus one thing they probably do know, but won't admit

1. Getting angry at us for not reading your mind is like getting angry at yourself for not being able to fly. It's not just futile, it's physically impossible.

2. Yes, we do think Jessica Alba is hot. Sometimes we're even dumb enough to admit it.

3. Don't ask us to understand your shoe fetish. Asking us to respect it is even sort of pushing it.

4. You do look good without makeup, just not as good as you look with it.

5. Ever notice how we don't fight with our male friends? That's why we get so frustrated when we fight with you.

6. You care what you're wearing infinitely more than we do. In fact, if you're naked when you open the front door, you won't hear an argument from us.

7. You don't like to get hit on in public, you don't want to date online and you don't want to be set up on blind dates. Tell us if sending messenger pigeons is an appropriate way of courting. Because if it is, we're all over it.

8. There should a statute of limitations on stupid things that we said that can come back to haunt us. I propose 24 hours.

9. Cooking dinner for a man is like buying flowers for a woman, except it takes a lot more time, effort and thought for you to do it. Thanks. We appreciate it.

10. We actually like your girly pet-names for us, but please, not in front of the guys!

11. Just because we like looking at the women in Maxim doesn't mean we want to actually converse with the women in Maxim. Not for long, anyway.

12. Your nice guy friends are the most reliable source for telling you if your new boyfriend's a jerk. And he probably is. (By the way, you might want to consider marrying that nice guy who's giving you advice about the jerk.)

Mood: meh

once upon a time, there was a guy named me...
...one day while me was at school, my mom bought me an '88 Haro Freestyle Sport for $5, even tho its worth at least $400.
The very next day, i tore it apart, cleaned all the rust off, put new tubes in, inverted the brake, lowered the stem and seatpost, bent the front dropouts back, got rid of the slop in the front hub, and put it back together. I started at about 10:30 a.m., and  filled up the tires at 10:44 p.m.,,,but i was also at my aunts house for a while, so all that took me about 9 hours. it rides beautifully and the chrome looks flawless.im not even close to being finished with it, but its absolutely fantastic for now.
heres a before picture.-->
and here she is after-->

Mood: you know

here's my week:

SATURDAYhung out with shane until todd got home, then ended up going to Dudas's party with a bunch of people,,,but it wasnt really a party, so we just hung out. todd and bingham left early, and me, clay and ruhl stayed up all night, and went fishing right before the sun came up. i caught 2 large mouth bass, and like 5 or 6 bluegill. clay got a bass too, and him and matt also got a bunch of bluegill. it was fun

SUNDAYslept until 3:45 pm cuz i was up all night, rode around town a little bit and met up with robbie and dave, when todd pulls up in his truck with elizabeth, then shane rolls up on Dave B's bike, so we all sat up in CCS parking lot for like an hour or so with mike noe, cody kennedy and his baby's momma, kyle leppek, scott hauler, calvin, and uhh, some other people. calvin showed us the tattoo on his ass. then he did a burnout behind huddle with his tailgate down, so his deer legs from the night before slid out and  are probably still sitting there on the way to audrey's house for a bonfire, but it was gay.

MONDAYpretty sure this was when i did absolutely nothing all day at shanes house, then went to stephanie's pool party/bonfire. there were like 40 people there, then matt pulled me into the pool with my pants on, so i stayed there talking to her, calvin, ashley fiore, and kelsey until like 4:30 trying to get dry by the fire

TUESDAYi think this was the day that me, clay, todd, tiffani, dane and jake went to memphis to buy some 50's, then found out that the place burnt down. then uhh, steph came and got us from danes, then i rode around town for a little while, and saw todd and calvin driving through the bank, so i went back to danes with them, played a little super mario brothers 3, and quite a bit of ping pong

WEDNESDAYme and todd woke up at like 8:30 to drive to his dads work to pick up these 3 heavy ass transistors and take them to the transistor scrapping place, then on the way back, got a  call telling us to turn around and go back to that place to get the $300, then we went back to his dads work to pick up some copper wire, and took that to Hell, yes, THE Hell. we walked on hellfire, satan himself weighed our copper wire, and cerberus came 5 feet from crushing the truck with me in it. then we went to wendy's and met the original wendy. she was like 110, and had bright red hair. she was working the register and im pretty sure she didnt understand english either, cuz everyone was all pissed cuz she was messing up all the orders, and taking forever to find the buttons on the register. then we went back to stephs house, and waited for everyone so we could go to DTE to see Credence Clearwater Revisited. which was a pretty awesome show, btw. we were the only ones standing up and actually having fun,,,everyone else was just chilling on the hill, so like 10 ppl came down from the pavilions and other places to hang out with us. that was fuckin epic. sooo, i went through oxford 8 times that day, but totally worth it.

THURSDAYgot up and went to ashleys, but she wasnt there, so i went to CCS and tadaa, there she was, so we went to Lydia's, and did nothing for a little while, then left at 2:10 cuz i had to work at 4. went to work, which sucked as always, but w/e

FRIDAYwoke up. went to the first day of summer school. econ. its no fun. but the teacher is afraid of me. uhh, got out, and went to clays house, where we waited for an hour or so before leaving for Ted Nugent...he puts on a GREAT show, btw. everyone should see him live at least once. but yeah, we were the first ones there..well, of the ppl we know, then kyle henry showed up with a  couple girls. and marcus with katie. then when todd and shane got there, we went over to the back corner to see the other almont kids. it got pretty crazy..as it usually does, then on the way home, we almost hit a baby dear, and a whole family of groundhogs or something, but todd managed not to kill anything. then got back and instead of going home, i called up someone and ended up watching super troopers with them..woke up at 3:25 and got back to my bed by 3:45...greatest night of them all.

Mood: satisfied

wow, idk why, but just like less thana minute ago i got really depressed. ..and i also just sneezed, that shit hurt pretty bad. ...but yeah, idk, i might just be tired. i do have a headache, buuuut, i kinda wanna go for a walk. its nice out. too bad im in troy and its like 1 a.m., ...ill tell you what tho, what i really need to do is hold something..like a person...a person who matters to me, and whom i matter to. just hold them. right now. for a very long time. all night. ...............idk, i just dont want to go to bed. fuck bed. ive been sleeping too much lately, i slept for liek 3 hours today and woke up to my grama talking about going to the store to buy a fathers day card for my grampa, so i got up and did that, then they left for some party er w/e and i found a sweet ass bike in my garage..it was one of those old ones, with white wall tires, and a spring seat adn a basket on the front, with rear view mirrors on the handlebars,,but the headlight wasnt hooked up, so that sucked, but i rode it around for a while, then came home and watched lost in translation. it was good, but also sad. they shouldve been together. and it made me think about stuff, and basically i just want someone with me right now. i want her laying, sleeping on my bed right next to where im sitting. i want to watch her lay there, and at some point within the next half hour, i want to get up, turn the light off, and lay down beside her, kiss her on the forehead, wrap my right arm around her, and hold her hand until ...well, until next time...                 ..its gonna suck trying to fall asleep

Mood: lonely

so the past 2 days ive been taking my finals. i slept through the suspense and horror one cuz there was no way i was gonna pass that class anyway, then for drama appreciation, im pretty sure i got at least a C even tho i literally knew nothing at all about the book that the test was on. like, i knew that the one guy was hung, and cheated on his wife, and the other dude got pressed to death with giant rocks. then for algebra 2b, i only did like half the problems cuz it was so long, but out of the ones i did, i mightve gotten like 2 or 3 wrong, so thats pretty good i guess. and then for american history 2, i got 350 out of 440, which was like the 2nd or 3rd best grade in the class, even though i didnt study at all. the last 2 tests were really stressful, especially the very last one, i was like hyperventilating and shit, cuz i didnt realize how fucked i would be if i failed that class until i was taking the final,,so it all rested on that one thing, and the teacher kept going "shhhh" to the other kids, and i was like "thats pissing me off more than anything, dude" then he kept doing it and i told him i was gonna f**king slap him..yes, thats what i said... and he was like, "shhhhhh, i bet you wont". but yeah, i passed 3 out of 4 classes, and i can make up for the 1, so im still doing good. : )

Mood: bitchin'

so i saw  FOREIGNER on friday,  i wanna say that it was the best concert that ive ever been to, but it was kinda short, so that sucked...but it was fucking foreigner, which made up for it. plus the fact that cooler kids came this time,,it was me, shane, todd, calvin, dave, matt, clay, steph, elizabeth, jill, marcus, katie, brooke, and lindsay. we all sat outside for a while before going in and met a couple pretty cool kids. one of them was a fuckin annoying hippie with an AC/DC shirt, i wanted to hit him. then we went in and they played cold as ice right as we were walking across the top of the hill, then uhm, there was some urgent, feels like the first time, and well, you know the songs, but the best part was when they played jukebox hero, then they turned it into whole lotta love, (cuz the drummer was jason bonham [john bonhams son]) then they turned it back into jukebox hero...which was probably the greatest musical performance ive ever seen. then uh, on the ride home, calvin kept beating the shit out of shane, then hed stop and pass out for a minute, then id give him a tittie twister or something, then hed wake up and beat up shane some more...he ended up breaking the center console thing in the bonneville. went back to shanes house, stayed the night, calvin walked up to speedway and called a 187 on a motherfuckin cop while jaywalking...which i believe was after he tried riding daves bike and fell over. cal is a funny guy.

Mood: blank

uhh, you might not wanna read this, cuz its not a good story, except for the red parts.. and not at alll worth reading, just for the record............i just realized that i never wrote about the eddie money concert, so here goes...uhm, well on the way there we...did nothing special, but we did almost lose jake, so that was almost sweet...but then we go thtere and sat in the parking lot for a long while...just enough time for todd to perform the all too famous "pause 'n' puke" in the middle of everything. so we got inside, found matt and whats her face, while shane and donnovan were sitting out in the van for like half the concert, they were pissing in bottle s in the van,,,,and shane thought one of them was mountain dew and drank it. yeah, it got pretty crazy in there, we all had our shirts off, and were just going around dancing with random drunk people. we started a chant that was uhm...well it was the title of this journal over and over and over...calvin made out with some 57 year old lady that kinda looked like a skinny bulldog on its hind legs. and gary stole someones chair...its in shanes trunk. we got yelled at by security for sitting on top of ashleys van and rocking it back and forth screaming "rock the boat, dont rock the boat baby, rock the boat, dont tip the boat over" me and gary both pissed on shanes car, and dave drove home, hes a horrible driver btw.  then we all went to shanes moms house and told syd all about our fantastic night. ...im sure i forgot some vital shit, but  oh well, thast the gist of it...jist? idk.......hopefully foreigner will be even better tho:-)

Mood: blah

this made me smile...

Go get your shovel
Go get your spade
Tonight we go digging
There will be no moving on
There are graves old
And graves new
Graves of dire importance and absurd triviality
We must crack these graves anew
We must parade the bones out in the public eye
We must make sure the dead never lie
Pick the bones clean
Let them bleach in the digital sun
Let the ants have their digital fun
Pick off the last of the flesh
Chew off the last dried cracking sinew
Suck out of every drop of marrow
Grind it up and toss it in your blender
Rub the bone dust on your pants and drink down your agenda
For tonight we go a-digging


Written by $lolly on deviantART

Mood: quite alright

Do You ;
:x: wish you could live somewhere else: ya
:x: think about suicide: no
:x: believe in online dating: no
:x: think others find you attractive: no
:x: want more piercings: no
:x: like cleaning: when i find cool stuff
:x: like roller coasters: love
:x: write in cursive or print: capital print

For or Against ;
:x: long distant relationships: for
:x: killing people: depends
:x: teenage smoking: meh
:x: driving drunk: against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships: whatever works for them
:x: soap operas: lol

Have You ;
:x: ever cried over a girl/boy: no
:x: ever been in a fist fight: ya
:x: ever been arrested: no
:x: ever had a friend die: ya
:x: ever dated a cousin: wtf
:x: ever used a gun: yea
:x: ever finished a puzzle: ya
:x: ever got surgery: uhm, i got stitches in my head
:x: ever got beat up: yea
:x: ever hated someone: ya
:x: ever made a huge mistake: yea
:x: ever tried any drugs: not really
:x: ever jogged a mile: ya
:x: ever played with someone's feelings: im sure
:x: ever had feelings for someone younger than you: yea

What ;
:x: shoes do you wear: a bunch..mostly DC's
:x: are you scared of: the future
:x: do you sleep in: when i can
:x: did you eat for lunch: uhm, a pulled beef sandwich or something, idk
:x: is love: when two people become one

Number ;
:x: of times I have had my heart broken?: 1
:x: of hearts I have broken?: 2
:x: of girls I have kissed?: 4 or 5
:x: of boys I have kissed?: 1
:x: of guys/girls you've rejected?: a few
:x: of drugs you taken: 1
:x: of accidents you been in: 1
:x: of people you lean on?: 0
:x: of people you broke up with?: 2

Are You ;
:x: pretty: no
:x: funny: so im told
:x: hot: no
:x: friendly: sometimes
:x: ugly: neh
:x: loveable: ya
:x: caring: ya
:x: dorky: ya
:x: girly: uh no
:x: boyish: yea
:x: smart: suppose
:x: pimp: no
:x: angel: no
:x: gangster: no

Favorite ;
:x: FOUR letter word: fuck
:x: comedian: dave chappelle
:x: candy: eh...reeses if i have to choose but i donlt like candy that much
:x: cartoon: lots
:x: cereal: fruity pebbles, lucky charms, cinnamon life, idk
:x: chewing gum: spearmint stride
:x: day of week: saturday
:x: least fave day: thursday
:x: jello flavor: uh, dont eat it

Last Person Who/That ;
:x: slept in your bed: me
:x: saw you cry: uh
:x: made you cry:
:x: you went to the movies with: maybe chels
:x: yelled at you: idk
:x: sent you an email: danscomp

Have You Ever ;
:x: said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
:x: gone out in public in your pajamas?: ya
:x: kept a secret from everyone?: no
:x: cried during a movie?: no
:x: ever at anytime owned new kids on the block?: what, a cassette? no
:x: planned your week based on a TV guide?: no
:x: been on stage?: ya
:x: been to New York?:no
:x: been to Florida?: no
:x: Hawaii?: no
:x: China?: no
:x: Canada?: no
:x: Europe?: no

This or That ;
:x: apples or bananas?: bananas
:x: blue or red?: red
:x: walmart or target?: target
:x: spring or fall?: fall
:x: summer/winter: summer
:x: trampolines or swimming pools: trampolines

Lasts ;
:x: noise you heard?: malcolm in the middle themesong
:x: smell you sniffed?: w/e is cooking
:x: time you went out of state/province?: last thursday
:x: car ride: from school
:x: talked to: said bye to gary
:x: thought of:
:x: showered: last night
:x: cut your nails: week or so
:x: did laundry: me? do laundry? ha
:x: hugged a tree: ...
:x: watched anime: im white
:x: prayed:
:x: bought: slim jim
:x: wore: aws shirt, and billabong pants
:x: ate: cookie
:x: drank: dr pepper
:x: yelled at: mr dawood
:x: took a picture of: ash fiores eye..just to show her how bright the flash was when she did it to me


Friendship/Love ;
:x: do you believe in love at first sight?: no
:x: do you want children one day and if so, how many?: yeah 2
:x: most important thing to you in a friendship is?: uhm, shit in common

Random ;
:x: criminal record?: yea
:x: do you speak any other languages?: no
:x: name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: computer, guitar, led zeppelin banner
:x: worst feeling in the world?: heartbreak

Your ;
:x: nickname(s): bird
:x: how old do you look?: uhm, 18 or 19
:x: how old do you act?: 18
:x: glasses/contacts?: glasses
:x: braces: no
:x: do you have any pets?: 2 cats, a bird, adn some fish
:x: you get embarrassed?: this doesnt go here...and no


Love Life ;
:x: you love or like alot: im ok
:x: who was the last boy/girl you kissed: ashley
:x: who was the last boy/girl you hugged: calvin
:x: how long have you been with your boyfriend/girlfriend:dont have one

Mood: very bored

went to Cedar Point today. it was fuckin awesome. First i went on the Millennium Force, then the Top Thrill Dragster, then uhm, i dont remember it that well, but i know i rode the Millennium 2 more times, and the Mean Streak twice, the Raptor, and the Gemini. The second time we rode the Millennium, me landyn and kyle flipped off the camera, then found out later that you can get kicked out for that, which is only one of the many things we shouldve been kicked out for...oh well. The ride there was sweet, but the ride back was better; some girl told me i should be on some comedy show..i dont remember what it was called, but that was pretty sweet. we watched the lion king 2...which sucked ass btw, Batman Begins, and Pirates or the Carribean, but i slept through most of Pirates.......anyway, yeah, it was fun, and you should be jealous

Mood: tired and hungry

Do you have the following in your bedroom:

Condoms----> yea
Cell phone----> no
Chair/stool----> yea
Shelfs----> yea
Dresser----> yea
Computer---> yea
Pictures----> yes
Mirror----> yes
Skateboard----> yea
Bed----> yes
Clothes on the floor----> no
Surfboard----> no
Smoke detector----> no
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass---> yea..all but piano
Locking door----> no
Bottle of water----> no
Blacklight----> not installed, but yea
Medals/ribbons---> no
Flag----> no
Stop sign/any sign----> handicapped parking, and something about keeping padlocks locked...and hopefully a Bird St. one if Alec gets it for me
real gun----> no
Cigarettes---->
Pot----> no
Any drug----> no
Alcohol --> no
Books----> yes
PS2----> yea
Xbox ---> no
Gamecube----> no
Stereo----> yes
Lighter----> yes

How many windows do you have in your room?
1

What is the color of your room?
uhm, its like birch wood...but idk if the wood is white, or just the bark

What color is your bed sheet?
grey

Whats on ur walls?
my drawings and paintings, other peoples drawings and paintings, danscomp pages, pictures, valuable shirts, shirts that i made, music posters, a huge led zeppelin banner, uhm stuff that i find in my room, but dont want to leave there or put away so i just hang it on the wall...and so on

Has the opposite sex been in your room before??
yes

Has the opposite sex been on your bed?
yes

Has the opposite sex slept in your bed?
no

Ever had sex in your bed?
nope

Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you?
no one

Do you like your bedroom?
hell yea

Repost as "The Bedroom Survey"

Mood: not sure

Random
What does the world need less of?
violence

Are you artistic?
yea

Have you ever yelled at a telemarketer?
no, cuz i hate it when ppl yell at me at work

Weirdest pet you have ever had?
iguanas

Worst childhood memory
uhm, there are some

Have you ever gone to private school?
no

2 weird facts about yourself
hmm, maybe later

Have you ever asked someone out on a date?
kinda

Are you an ass?
sorta

What kind of computer do you have?
dell something, its nice

Do you have any animals?
2 cats, a bird and some fish

Have you done something bad today?
no

What physical feature do you get complimented on?
hair, and ppl say i have a nice smile

Whats the dumbest invention?
im sure ill think of it later

Have you ever been in an ambulance?
no

What type of drunk are you?
a good one, but i dont drink

Do you hold grudges?
no

Name 4 things you always have with you?
gum, pen, lighter, and chapstick...just in case

What did you do yesterday?
nothing

Do you like yourself?
sure, why not

If you could punch one person, who would it be?
i can punch anyone i want, they dont do anything about it

What would you do if a leprechaun jumped out of the bushes and stole your wallet?
id be like, "dude, come on, i need that" but i might let him keep my 4 leaf clovers


Favorites
80's cartoon
gumby is claymation

Drink
w/e is good, mostly mountain dew

Color
white, green, purple

Cookie
oatmeal raisin

Gum
i only buy spearmint stride


First

Prom date
fuck prom

Job
video store/laundromat

Love
ashley

Car
hopefully an alero

Sport you played
baseball

Mood: tired

never been more depressed in my fucking life. just thought you should know. cuz i cant tell you since were not talking anymore, and you probly wont read this anyway, but thats ok. cant stop shaking. cant even move really. i tried. all i can do is type. and im sure thats part of the problem. communication is key, and we have none. well, other than through a screen at $4 an hour, but thats all. and now thats gone. no reason to wake up in the morning, no reason to live. i only want whats best; and this, i will tell you now, is not that. you hurt me, i hurt you, you hurt me, i hurt you. is there any other way? im sure there is, but neither of us will ever know if we dont communicate sensibly....to be continued, im sure

ok, so my grampa just came in here and told me that we are swithing servers or some shit. idk exactly what he meant. but either way, the internet is fucked up right now...its on a temporary connection or something, so idk if ill be online too much for a while....im not saying that i wont, but if thats the case, then you can still reach me at my email sgerlach89@yahoo.com

You opened it now do it, honestly!


1) Are you single, taken or have a crush?
Single

2) Are you happy with where you are?
no

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
Oh yeahhh.

4) have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah

5) Have you ever liked a friend?
yea

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
pry not

7) Whats one thing you wanna say to an ex of yours?
ive got nothing to say

8) How many kids do you want?
2-3

9) How many people have told you they love you?
quite a few

10) How many of them meant it?
a couple

11) If somebody liked you right now, would you go for it?
perhaps

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
no

13) Do you want someone you can't have?
uhm...?

15) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
why not

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
yeah but thats silly

17) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
dunno

18) Have you ever wished you could have someone but you
couldnt?
Always

19) Would you ever consider getting married in high school?
yea

20) Would you marry any of your Ex's if they ask?
yea

ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS AND REPOST AS:
20 Relationship Questions

Mood: uhm, i have to piss

1- What's worse - Physical or Emotional cheating?
oh, i didnt read it. thought it said pain. uhm, both are bad
2- Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive

3- Can men and women be " Just Friends "?
Yeah

4- Dating co-workers?
I'd do it

5- All expenses paid vacation to anywhere?
is this a question?

6- Last meal?
uh, white castle

7- At the water park...
huh?

8- When you are "In Love" do you notice other people?
no

9- Is flirting cheating?
uh, if its serious flirting,,,but like when i flirt with steph or someone, then no

10- Would you rather have 1 great friend or 5 pals?
One Great Friend

11- If someone called you a bitch would you be offended?
if the person who said it was nick krisfalooseass

12- Are you ok with your significant other being friends with an ex?
depends on who he is

13- Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Yeah

14- Favorite sport?
hockey

15- Is toilet paper hung over or under?
over

16 - Do you squeeze toothpaste from the middle or end of the tube?
if its ful, then teh middle, but if its getting empty, then the end

17- How do you feel about tanning booths?
they can easily be mistaken for time machines

18- Friends with benefits?
ha, okay

19- Do you believe in angels?
Yeah

20- Would you rather take pictures or be in pictures?
idk

21- Have you ever flirted with someone you had no interest in?
ive smiled at people who mayve taken it the wrong way

22- Ever kissed a random person and then walked away?
no

23- Have you ever had any type of Relationship with a Married person?
Nope

24- What color looks best on you?
uhm, grey?

25- If you could play any sport professionally what would it be?
idk

26- Ever break up with someone and regret it?
yes

27- Are you a jealous person?
meh, sometimes

28- Would you ever have plastic surgery?
no

30- Who has the sexiest accents?
russian chicks...omg

31- Which do you prefer in a companion - Blue collar or white collar?
uhm, no collar

32- Favorite song?
Too many

33- Favorite movie?
almost famous

34- What's your occupation?


35- What is your astrological sign?
leo

36- Are you a beach, country or city person?
City

37- Have you ever seen or called anyone you met on MySpace?
no

38- Have you ever had a "secret affair"?
kinda

39- If you could own a non-traditional pet which would it be?
a fuckin tiger

40- Favorite show as a child?
mr. dressup, fuck ya

41- Where do you spend most of your money?
your mom

42- Are you currently working at a job that you hate?
ya

43- Have you ever been so heart broken that you called in sick to school?
no

44- Favorite summer drink?
mountain dew slushie

45- Can you change a car tire?
sure

46- Favorite cologne / perfume?
adidas, very sexy for men

47- Favorite candle scent?
uhm, this one thats in my room, holy shit i love it

48- Would you consider yourself adventurous?
not really

50- Favorite concert attended?
uh, eddie money..i got two tickets to paradise..lol

51- Would you date an already attached man / woman?
No

52- Would you sing Kareoke in front of co-workers?
me and my friends sing all teh time, its fun shit

53- Can you shoot pool?
Yeah

54- Do you like your siblings?
hell no

55- Can you drive a stick?
Nope

56- When you marry will you wear white?
no...wait, some white, ya

57- Have you ever sat and hoped for a phone call?
ya

58- Ever skip school and spend the day at the beach?
no

59- Favorite TV show?
that 70s show.

60- Are you single or taken?
...hmm

Mood: shitty

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools;
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

Mood: bouncy

fuckin people, man.

i hate how everyone tries to be different, but no one really is. fuckin, everyones is a damn poser...even me, but at least i realize it, and i can admit it. no one can think for themselves, and im not only talking about original ideas or whatever, im talking about everything. people do what people tell them to do, and they think what people tell them to think, they listen to what people tell them to listen to, adn they like what people tell them to like. its fuckin stupid, and i cant get over it. i sit here and i watch kids do stupid shit, for no reason other than they were told somewhere along the line that its cool. whose to say whats cool adn whats not? ill tell you right now that whatever you believe is fun, is not; and what you think wont develop into an addiction, will. fuckin...if anyone was who they really are, then there would be no copyright laws, because no one would even think of ripping off their shit. im sick of trying to convince kids that the things they do and think are just plain stupid..and theyre probably sick of hearing it, but its the truth. all im trying to do is show them that they were born a human being, and at some point in their life, they turned into a leech; feeding off the blood of the corporate world.

Mood: contemplative

i havent been posting anything on here lately, ive been on xanga instead..no real point to it, but w/e, plus my password for that is easier to remember...




pointless?

im glad that im not a carnie, because if that were so, it would be much harder to open Edy's ice cream cartons

Mood: thankful

hairstyle: uh, none

jewelry: none



do you:

cut yourself: that shit makes me sick, literally

lick yourself: all the time

whine a lot: never

yell a lot: hardly ever

have too many friends: no

want to die: no

do drugs: nah

wear dark colors: ya

dye your hair: no



have you ever:

worn rainbow: no

talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yes

left the country: no

had a party with over 30 people: idk, never counted

stolen something: Ye

caught something on fire: lol, no

cheated on someone: no

asked someone out: yeah



last person:

you touched: i hugged my mom

you talked to: someone in my family

you hugged: ma

you kissed: ...

you instant messaged: bridget



are you:

understanding: ya

open-minded: yea

arrogant: no

insecure: ya

interesting: pry not

hungry: ya

smart: on occasion

moody: hardly

childish: nah

independent: yes

hard working: yes

healthy: ya

weird: i try not to be

difficult: perhaps

attractive: no

thirsty: no

obsessed: no

angry: no

sad: no

happy: yea

trusting: yes

reliable: very

self-disciplined: yes

sleepy: a little

lonely: ya



info about yourself:

what is your birth name? steven anthony gerlach

what is your birthday day? august 4

how tall are you?: 6'

shoe size?: 11

brothers/sisters?: yea

what is your favorite brand(s)?: too many...oh, i thought it said bands, well in that case..anyhting i can order out of dans or ccs



come on...

color?: green

soda?: sunkist...i agree

music?: old

the mall?: eh

ice cream?: ya

roller coaster?: yea



in the last 48 hours:

cried?: no

missed someone?: oh yeah

yelled at someone?: uh, i cant recall

changed your underwear?: yess

drove somewhere?: drove? no

talked to someone on the phone?: no

been online: ya

hugged someone?: ya

last thing you ate?: 2 tacos

talk to someone about something important?: yes



have you ever:

been in love?: yes

broke something?: yes

betrayed a friend?: never

played strip poker?: strip hackysack, adn rock paper scissors

skipped school?: yes

shot a gun?: ya

broke something important?: not broke, but i did shoot a tack into shane's great grandma's desk thing...that didnt go over well

dyed your hair?: no

okay, last questions:

who is sitting next to you?: no one

favorite sport: uh

are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight?: straight...ish

been in a plane?: yea

killed someone?: its been two weeks

kicked your cat for the hell of it?: no

are you bored of taking this survey?: yea

what time is it now?: 9:55

Mood: optimistic

VALENTINES SURVEY

1. Do you like anyone?: ya

2. Do they know it? ya

3. Sign? Leo




IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU. . .
4. Had someone buy you something?: yes.

5. Bought something?: yes.

6. Gotten sick?: yes.

7. Been hugged?: yes.

8. Felt stupid?: yeah.

9. Talked to an ex?: ya.

10. Missed someone: yes

11. Failed a test: Yeah.

12. Ate cereal: yeah.

13. Danced crazy: uhm, yea, when clay was in my jacket...it was cold out

14. Gotten your hair cut?: No.




HAVE YOU EVER. . .

23. Said "I Love you" and meant it?: yeah.

24. Given money to a homeless person? No.

26. Waited all night for a phone call that never came?: no

27. Snuck out?: dont have to

28. Sat and looked at the stars?: Yes.

29. Do you swear?: yeah.

30. Do you ever spit?: sometimes.

31. You cook your own food?: sometimes

32. Do you do your own chores?: no chores

33. You like beef jerky?: hell yes

34. You like pepsi or coke?: pepsi

35. You're happy with your hair? nope

36. You own a dog? no.

37. You spend your money wisely? no

38. Do you like to swim?: meh

39. Get bored when you call a friend?: not really




DO YOU PREFER

41. flowers or angels?: flowers

42. gray or black?: black

43. Color or black and white photos? both.

44. lust or love?: love.

45. sunrise or sunset?: both.

46. M&Ms or Skittles?: shittles

N0N VALENTiNES DAY Q`S

1. Are you in a relationship?: Not really

2. If so, who with?: Tara

4. Do you believe in love at first sight?: Lust at first sight.

5. What about true love: yes

7. Do you look for hook ups?: no.

8. Do you enjoy receiving flowers?: uhh, sure?

9. Do you enjoy gifts from your girl/guy?: yes


50 random things about YOU

1. Where is your dad right now?
rochester

2. Last time you kissed someone?
a while back

3. Name five things you did today.
1. school
2. sleep
3. sit by the fireplace
4. eat a saf-t-pop
5. your mom

4. what color is your watch?
black

5. what kind of phone do you have?
a house one

6. Where does your best friend work?
no where

8. What are you listening to right now?
the news in teh other room

9. What do you smell like?
idk. but for some reason, the two shirts that im wearing smell really awesome, idk how, cuz i just took them out of a pile

10. what color are your eyes?
Brown.

11. Have you ever done a chinese fire drill?
idk wtf that is

12. What color is your bedroom floor?
green

13. Do you have a chair in your room?
yeah

15. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
Nope.

16. What's your favorite number(s)?
7 or 27, idk

17. Know anyone named Betsy?
No

18. What color is your mom's hair?
Brown.

20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
Yeah

21. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
over 2 weeks ago, oh wait, my sister yesterday, but shes a whore, so it doesnt count

22. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
no.

23. Do you play an instrument?
i play the wrist voiolin, and the ass harmonica

24. Do you like fire?
yes

25. Are you allergic to anything?
dont think so

26. When was the last time you cried?
long ass time

27. Best friend[s]:
Clay, Shane, Todd, Robbie

28. Have you ever been to a spa?
Nope.

29. Did you take science all four years of high school?
uhm, perhaps

30. Do you like butterflies?
i like iron butterfly

31. Do you miss someone right now?
yes

32. Do you think they miss you too?
maybe

33.Have you ever seen your school counselor?
Yeah

34. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
hell no

35. What is one thing you've learned about life?
uhm, lots of things, but the one that comes to mind is, death is just a part of life

36. Ever been in love?
yes i have.

37. Is anyone jealous of you?
probably, i mean come on

38. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
Nope.

39. What does your mom call you?
Steven

40. What do your friends call you?
Steve

41. What does you hair look like right now?
messy

42. Has a friend ever used you?
maybe

43. Has anyone told you that they like you more than a friend?
Yeah.

44. What have you eaten today?
peanut butter cap'n crunch, a bag of sour cream and onion chips that i stole from someone, and dinner

45. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
curly

46. Who was the last person you drove with?
uh, drove? bridget

47. What are you looking forward to do?
put the new rims on my powelite

48. How are you today?
good

49.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nope.

50.Whats the main reason you take these surveys?
Bored. no homework

VALENTINES QUESTIONS `!!

1. You have a valentines planned out to have?: what

2. Do you like having a valentine?: its all good

3. Does someone like you currently?: im sure someone does

4. Are you even worried about the upcoming holiday?: what holiday?

5. Whats the best gift to receive on the day?: recognition, *hint hint*

6. Is a little kiss during school on vday sweet? idc

7. Why is this an important holiday to couples? what holiday?

Mood: cold

I've sent in my application to the Real World. So I'm hoping to hear back from that. I'm putting A LOT of my eggs into that basket, the MTV basket. I'm also thinking about getting a gun, and dealing crack. Being a crack dealer. Not like a mean crack dealer, but like... like a nice one. Kinda friendly like, "hey, what's up guys? Want some crack?" I'm just waiting on those two things to flesh themselves out.

Mood: good

mysnrocks22 (7:19:06 PM): yo is for negros
DC xhardcorex (7:19:01 PM): no, its for me
DC xhardcorex (7:19:32 PM): negros say "what up dog, you cool?"
DC xhardcorex (7:20:27 PM): then they do some crazy ass handshake that doesnt even include shaking hands...then they pretend to hug you, err w/e,,but what theyre really doing is patting you down (and probably stealing your bus pass), then they look you up and down to make sure youre not a cop, and you better hope to god that you dont look like a pig, or theyll pull out their 9 and pop a cap in your ass.
mysnrocks22 (7:21:13 PM): lol

Mood: hmm

got another $250 scholarship today...only 46 more...ya, ,shit is expensive

Mood: anxious

just bought new powerlite rims

totally psyched

Mood: excited

yep, finally snowed, too bad January's almost over. I feel bad for little kids who had to wait an extra month to go sledding, and when they looked out the window on christmas morning only to see that it was raining...yea, cant sled in rain, asshole, cant make rain angels, or even rain men. fuck global warming, it ruins lives, and it shoots down hopes and dreams.

oh, by the way, its all almost melted already.

Mood: calm

If you binge drink you might turn out like Mr. T*l*n and catch super aid the deadliest disease that fucks you up in like 5 weeks and eats the shit out of your insides. Even 8 Mile hookers don’t have that shit. Super aids sucks it is I virus you get when having unprotected sex with gay men and ugly girls. When you binge drink you can’t tell the difference from those sick fucks that dress up like girls and want you to only give them anal sex instead of good old fashion vaginal penetration. ~Tim Frank

Mood: lazy

What side of the heart do you draw first?
left

Can you dive without plugging your nose?
idk, probly not

What color is your toothbrush?
blue and white

What type of blood are you?
idk

Who would you want to be tied to you for 24 hours?
probly clay

How do you feel about carrots?
meh

Do you know what time it is?
9 34

Do you know all the words to the Fresh Prince Theme Song?
yeah

What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
uhm, everytime i go in an elevator i have a wheelchair with me, so id mess around in it

All's fair in love and war?
yep

You have a crush on someone?
uhh

Do you like to sleep?
only if i dream a lot

Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?
hell no, yellow cars are retarded

Do you have hairy legs?
kinda

What does "Semper Fidelis" stand for?
hell if i know

Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?
ocean

Do you wear a lot of black?
ya

Describe your hair?
dark blond, short, not me

Are you an adult?
if i break the law, i wont be charged as a minor

Do you have a tan?
nope..

Are you a television addict?
not at all

Do you enjoy spending time with your mother?
yeah.. shes fun

Are you a sugar freak?
it makes me sick

Do you like orange juice?
yeah

Do you think you're badass?
not really, but derrick does

What are your plans for the weekend?
study, write, and probly dinner with the grandparents or something

FILL IT OUT:
2. Last ime you held hands eith someone?
uhm, tara, 2 weeks ago, watching almost famous at clays

3. What is something you've learned about the world recently?
nothing recently, school is too overwhelming

4. What color is your watch?
black

5. Do you like anyone?
yes

7. Where does your best friend/boy/girlfriend work?
my friends are scrubs

8. What are you listening to right now?
TV, its the oc

12. What color is your bedroom flooring?
green

13. Do you have a chair in your room?
yeah

14. What time of day where you born?
idk, im thinking sometime around 3 am

16. What's your favorite number?
7 or 27

17. Do you know someone named Lori?
yeah.. yaklin..i suppose..i met her at a basketball game

18. What kind of music do you listen to?
rock and roll is my religion

22. When was the last time you were really happy?
not sure

23. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
no

25. Do you like fire?
perhaps too much

26. Are you allergic to anything?
not that i know of

27.When was the last time you cried?
never

28. What was the last album you bought?
bought? i think the jimi hendrix experience

32. Do you like to color?
ya

33. What is one thing you miss about your past?
adolescence

34. Have you ever seen the school counselor?
uh, yeah, all the time

36. What is one thing you've learned about life?
it seems like it sucks, but really theres nothing better. its the things in life that suck

37. Are you jealous of anyone?
not in particular

40. What does your dad call you?
he called me steven...mostly

41. What does your mom call you?
steven...mostly

Mood: lazy